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The thing is, for those who have been there, and I'll borrow something I heard from a coastie friend. It's fun to pet the tiger. It scares you a little, but you like it. So you pet the tiger again, and you start to get comfortable petting the tiger. You may even tell yourself that you are a good tiger petter. But deep down, you also know the truth, that it has little to do with you and everything to do with the tiger. Still...deep down you just want to pet the tiger again. There is something amazing in a creature so beautiful and so powerful at the same time. So we go out to pet the tiger just one more time. She is such an amazing beauty.
Ghost, you are in fine form today. What a wonderful way to put it. And yes, i see that in myself.
As to Larry's comment above about the test coming into Ireland, the problem was, during the two times I did stop the boat, my adrenaline was so high, I never took the time to notice what the boat was doing. I was in crisis mode to get whatever I was doing done and us underway again.
Only later, days later, did it occur to me, that in the almost 20 minutes, we were stopped, for the paravane pole incident, the rolling was not extraordinary. Now, I wish I had actually measured it and taken the reading from the Maretron.
It seemed in hindsight, that we did more bobbin than rolling, but again, I'm not sure. I know that I spent 10 minutes on the side deck (don't even ask why) I only got splashed once, and it wasn't a lot of water (near the low side gunnel)
Also in having read the Pardley books, I really want to try the drogue streaming it from the bow and from the stern (while making way). I want to do these things under somewhat controlled conditions.
Also, I never saw winds while underway stronger than 45 knots, yet, that is also one of the reasons one crosses the Atlantic in summer, when it would be a very rare event to get winds significantly stronger than that in the high summer.
I've read that the North Pacific is actually tamer in the summer than the Atlantic. That remains to be seen.